It has been a while since either of us have posted anything here on the blog. Apart from old sex toy reviews.
Let me update you on a few things going on in the world of caged.
Work
I am between jobs at the moment. I am taking a few weeks off to try and regather my thoughts. My head is all over the place when it comes to work. I am off my game in the office, on Twitter and here on the blog.
The last month or so, I have spent time away from an office, unemployed, to take a break. I feel like I am burnt out in my profession, and hope this short break will reinvigorate me. As well as a new position with a new company.
Mentally
My head is all over the place if you have not seen from my Twitter timeline. I was diagnosed with clinical depression and given anti-depressants to try and calm my mind. I have seen some improvement, but I am still waiting to see the full effects.
The reason I am between jobs is because my mental health is far more important than anything else. A screwed up mind because of work will not help Minxy or Lil Minxy. I need to be here for both of them.
Physically
My libido is out of whack. It is non-existent and I thought I would get it checked out. One blood test later, and my testosterone levels are that of a 90 year old. I am lower than the recommended range for the lab that my GP uses. So I am booked in to see an endocrinologist and sort out my bodies failings.
Hopefully this will help me sort a couple of issues out. Internet articles suggest that all my problems are potentially linked in some way.
So that is me in a nut shell, or blog post. A fucked up individual that is maybe recovering. One day I might be a normal human again.
hey I’m unusually not the one leaving comments but I thought this topic deserves one.
I pretty much felt the way you do during the end of my master thesis and had a long way to accept the fact that I had a depression. But I can tell you it will get better the moment you accepted it is the moment you can work on it. It seems hard in the beginning, as you feel tired and powerless but go slow and piece by piece you learn to listen to yourself and find ways to cope with it.
and go to the gym! force yourself the moment the body is exhausted is the moment the mind finds peace, that helped me a lot.