As you can tell, neither Minxy nor myself are regular writers, and I personally doubt my ability to write, although there are some followers who continue to tell me that there is nothing wrong with my writing. I just find it hard to believe these outside positive ideas and comments.
I always feel the need to give more weight to the negative thinking I produce than the positive thoughts I have, or the influences that come from outside. I have been advised that it would be better for my mental health to focus on the positives over the negatives which makes complete sense. It is just one of the hardest things to do, change the way you think by default. I am trying and seeing some of the benefits of doing so, but it is easy to fall into old habits.
In addition to sorting out my mental health, I have been sorting out my physical health. I have lost 17 kg in the last 3 or so months, half way to the magical two figures. How far I go after that we shall discuss and see what happens.
As with the past, I still do not know what to do with Twitter. I think it is detrimental to my mental health, but I can’t seem to just stay away from it. I can easily delete my account, but I always seems to just signup for a new account and get back to where I am. I just need Twitter as a service to go away. Arghh!!
Well that’s me in a nutshell, a crazy man, with a mental health issue, who has lost some weight and wants Twitter to just disappear so I can’t be attracted back to it.
