There are numerous thoughts running through my head that is brewing constantly, some for many years. I may appear to be a happy and confident person on Twitter, but deep in my mind, I am the complete opposite. I despise my body and how it looks & operates. There are many areas of my body that I dislike, more than is possible with this post. My Uncaged Cock One of my largest hangups is my cock. There are days that I wish my parents put me through the torture of circumcision as a child. There are others when I am glad they did not. This is from the sensitivity of my glans, presumably as I am uncircumcised. I hate being the first person in a group situation to be on the brink of an orgasm during playtime. I hate not being able to pound a pussy (or arse) for more than three deep strokes before teetering on the edge. It shits me to ...
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Milking by Minxy
Caged: I want to experience someone milking my prostate, that opportunity came true a few days ago. Minxy and I have not been very intimate of late. We knew we had to do something about it. I made a few private suggestions via Kik and made Minxy a little flustered at work. We agreed to follow through on Friday evening. As Minxy was picking up Lil' Minxy, I came home from work and plugged myself with the Luv Plug from Metal Worx. I pushed it inside of me and felt it lean against my prostate. It felt good to have a plug inside my arse, one with some weight behind it as well. As I have not worn a butt plug for quite some time, I was continuously clamping my kegel muscles to hold the plug in even though I knew it would not fall out. When we arrived home, I needed to remove the plug as I could not take the clenching much longer. Once I had ...
Real Life
I do not want to bore you with a mundane life post, although I will. Life for Minxy and I at the moment is pretty boring. This is the real life we live. You might feel that we are living the chastity lifestyle 24/7, but I can confirm that we are not. While we may have occasional play time with our poly partners, our personal sex life has gone by he wayside. Life with Lil' Minxy has taken over, and we probably need to make more time for each other. I hardly wear the Jail Bird any more, although I have worn it a few times, the most recent was on holidays for one awesome evening. I would like to get back into wearing it on a full-time basis, with it only coming off for grooming, or play times, or possibly not at all. To get to that stage, I simply need to groom downstairs, and then put on the Jail Bird. I then need to carry on with real ...
A New Steelheart?
As I sit here at home while Minxy is working, my first experience with a stainless steel butt plug inside me, I am contemplating a new chastity cage. The Steelheart from Steelworxx to be exact. The reason behind my desire for a new cage is that my first attempt at a custom chastity device, the Jail Bird from Mature Metal. As with most men, I have ego problems and didn't follow the measurement instructions to the letter. As a result of my ego, I over-estimated some of my measurements which has resulted in a cage that fits, but not as snuggly as it probably should based on the measurement instructions. So as a result of my ego, I am considering a new chastity cage, one with more realistic measurements that will fit me the way a chastity cage should, however I am also looking for a new look as well, possibly with the ability to have a more ...
A Submissive Desire
Over the last week or thereabouts, my boss at work was overseas on holiday, and I was left in charge of the office and the other employees. Essentially I had to make sure that everyone had work while he was away, the projects were leaving the office on time, as well as attending to any issues that came up for past projects while he was away. Essentially a dominant type role, far from the submissive desire that I had. However towards the end of the week, my mind had somewhat other ideas. My mind wandered down a very different path. I was often distracted by the thoughts of being submissive, thoughts of being at home locked in my Jail Bird, warming and stretching my arse with a butt plug. Eventually I would remove the plug and sit down on a suction cup based dildo and fucking myself senseless until my caged cock is leaking pre-cum ...