I'll share the one thing I do know about myself: I suck at relationships!!! ...
Relationships
Lonely Poly Nights
Nights like tonight...I am feeling down while at home while Minxy is on holidays with her boyfriend...My other is at home with her husband. It is just me and the TV and it sucks. Nights like tonight...I have a desire to be spanked, bruised and denied. Minxy is with her boyfriend on holidays. My other is helping her husband. It's me and the TV and it sucks. Nights like tonight...I want to talk to her, wrap my arms around her, but she is away from me. So it is just the TV and me and it sucks. So why am I poly? When there are nights like these, I really question why. It has been a tough couple of weeks with work and stress. Dates seem to be further apart...She gets the attention and I get the solitude. Life doesn't feel particularly fair right at this moment. In moments like these, being poly sucks. Some might call this poly drama, it is ...