I am honestly not sure how to go about writing this. If you have been following me on Twitter for the last few months, you will have noticed that my tendencies towards certain genders has changed. While I was never averse to the idea of being with another man, it has come to the forefront recently. Now I am not coming out as homosexual, but as a bisexual male. This has been building up for quite some time. Now I am sure that you are aware of the Polyquad Squad orgasm story, where I was blindfolded and Mr N forced me to suck his cock and I deeply enjoyed it. That I guess is the start of some long & hard thinking about my sexuality. Many months went by without so much as touching or handling a cock other than my own. So it obviously wasn't front and centre, but my subconscious was processing. Then in February of this year, all hell ...
Ramblings
Recovering Fucked up Individual
It has been quite some time since either Minxy or I posted here on the blog. Now there are good reasons for that, mostly coming from myself. I previously shared that I was between jobs and contemplating my place in the industry. I found a position shortly after my last post and have been there for three months now. One thing I will note is that I haven't had the feelings of regret I had with previous job changes. It is a good feeling. Not only has my employment status improved since my last blog post, but my mental healthy has improved as well. I have been seeing a psychologist and made leaps and bounds in terms of how I think. I still have off days, days where I give too many fucks about the wrong things. But I am learning to stop giving fucks about the wrong things. I am learning that I need to put myself ahead of everyone else. I ...
Failed Intentions
It is now June of 2018, and I think I have written less than a handful of posts even though I had grand intentions of writing more. Not only did I have grand intentions, but I haven't even been involved in a single one of them at all. Maybe there is a way to be a bit more motivated around my grand intentions, but I think for the moment, most of them need to be put on hold for the foreseeable future. Maybe the opportunity will present itself when I least expect it, just as it usually seems to happen. The one I am most wanting to experience is the bruising. I want to be marked as a result of a submission session. Maybe one day. ...
Where is caged?
It has been a while since either of us have posted anything here on the blog. Apart from old sex toy reviews. Let me update you on a few things going on in the world of caged. Work I am between jobs at the moment. I am taking a few weeks off to try and regather my thoughts. My head is all over the place when it comes to work. I am off my game in the office, on Twitter and here on the blog. The last month or so, I have spent time away from an office, unemployed, to take a break. I feel like I am burnt out in my profession, and hope this short break will reinvigorate me. As well as a new position with a new company. Mentally My head is all over the place if you have not seen from my Twitter timeline. I was diagnosed with clinical depression and given anti-depressants to try and calm my mind. I have seen some improvement, but I am ...
The Blueprint of Life
From a young age, we are told there is a path to follow through life. A blueprint of life. It consists of a number of steps, and completing those steps leads to a "successful" life. Get good marks at school Attend university Find a job with a decent salary using your degree from university Find a great partner and marry them Have children Life a long life and die peacefully It is drilled into us that following these steps will lead to a successful and happy life, full of security and acceptance. With the exception of #6, so far I have reached step 5 with varying levels of success (in the normative sense). I have a steady job, married to a beautiful woman, and have a lovely daughter. But that is where the good things end. The longer I worked in my "successful" career, moving up from a student, to junior, to a ...