I wish I could understand my head, but at the same time I am realising that I will probably never be able to fully understand what is happening in my head. Over the last three and a half months I have written in the order of 70+ pages of ramblings and thoughts that swirl around my head on an almost daily basis. And I am no closer to understanding what is going on inside my mind than when I started in mid February. If anything I may actually be more confused. I have written about the stresses of work, the stresses of having a non-functioning cock for Minxy that works when with our play partners, the job hunting going on at the moment, and a multitude of other things that many of you are not privy to at the moment. As a result of the lack of conclusion coming about from writing the shit in my head down, I am planning to resort to doing ...