Embracing my curves has been something that I have struggled with my whole life, well since I was a teen and puberty set in. I have never been a petite little Asian girl, nor have I ever claimed to be. But with mainstream society's view of what a woman should look like and the constant attacks from those around me growing up, I've always seen myself as being fat, ugly and overweight, and thus undesirable, unsexy and frumpy. I'd always wear clothes baggy to hide these curves. I did learn about bbw a few years ago, and I was wowed by how these women embraced their curves, they loved themselves for who they were and they embraced being a big beautiful woman. But I still had troubles. When guys would call me a thick woman, and saying how much they loved it, it repulsed me to think of myself as being a ...
Archives for August 2015
Do you Love me?
This is a conversation that Minxy and I had sometime over the weekend while bringing the laundry in. Me: Do you love me? Minxy: Of course I do Me: Can you prove it to me? Minxy: I caged you as you requested Me: *ponders in silence* Minxy: No come back for that? Me: *ponders* No dammit ... Shut up ...
Is my Sex Drive mental?
I've previously shared about my non-existent sex drive at the moment, but since then I'm wondering if there is more going on. Now we all know that sex drive can be attributed to hormones, but as Drew said in his comment, I wonder if my bigger problem is a mental issue associated with Minxy's shift work. Now I'm going to go out on a limb here and say that the last time Minxy and I had sex was probably a month ago, mostly from the combination of her shifts & my lack of desire to seek out sex. I haven't even had the desire to masturbate since then even though I have been uncaged for virtually all that time. Honestly what 30 something guy doesn't masturbate when given free right over his cock? Not even Twitter pics turn me on any more. I have to be broken. So I'm now wondering whether my lack of sex drive has come from a mental ...
An Awkward Conversation?
I'm not sure if you have seen one my latest tweets over at Twitter? https://twitter.com/sexyasianminx/status/636132681693007872 As the tweet says, I had a conversation with my mother while we were at my parents place for dinner the other day, and she brought up that she saw on of CagedNerd's chastity cages and told me that she thought it was cruel. Now if we have to have another conversation, how do you discuss this topic with a very vanilla mother? ...
Bathtime
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