I’m sure it is quite obvious that I have not exactly been a cheerful person of late. I have been wondering whether I should stick with calling myself caged. I also wonder whether I can be the author of a kink and sex blog. To be honest, I am on the verge of walking away from the kink side of Twitter and the internet. This may be the end of caged as I know.
Some people will say that all things are repairable, but my headspace and my cock appear to completely unrepairable at the moment. As I have said, I want to fix them, but I have no desire to go and see someone about a solution to my problems.
So I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place at the moment. The rock being my lack of sexuality and libido, and the hard place being maintaining a kink & sex related blog and Twitter account. I feel I need to go with one over the other, and which one do I choose. Right now, I am leaning towards the lack of sexuality and libido and walking away from not only Twitter but also Minxy & caged.
This should be a simple decision, however, it is difficult what to do with the blog. Do I keep it as an archive and reminder of what was? Or do I delete all of it and walk away cold turkey? My gut is thinking the second, but I think there is still value for others from Minxy & caged. So what is the best outcome, I do not know.
I honestly do feel this is the end of my kink side on the internet. I have written this type of post multiple times before for previous blogs I have created. Although I always seem to come back reincarnated, this time I have no desire to come back. It feels like it is the end of a journey.
To those who have recently signed up, I am sorry for disappointing you (especially if I do walk away), although Minxy will still be on Twitter.